‘Needing a click’ with people (as the mind) is extremely limiting Self as equal and one as all – part 1

The mind is a system. And experiences are as mind delusions. I do not need to have a ‘click’ with someone – needing a click is extremely limiting self as all as one as equal.

I’ll write here about specific experiences / preprogrammed living real-i-TIES I had within ‘clicking’ with others as myself – ‘clicking’ and locking myself into my mind consciousness system. ‘Clicking’ translates in dutch as ‘betraying’; betraying exist allways as betraying self.

This occurence was round-about 1996 when I was just about twentynine. In the year prior I had ‘made the decision’ to quit the retail job I worked, underrent my room and finish my studies to relocate to Australia for a year’s minimum – going into permaculture as a trainee in the willing worker on organic farms busyness. It was not so much of a decision (I realised slighlty that we are not able to ‘think ‘life) – it was more that I was stuck within my then current experience within myself as the system – getting bored of the perpetual life in the city, not knowing what to do in the system / ‘in life’.

At the same time I was altering my appearence from colourful to black with holes outfit, to be able to enter some new subcultures – I therefore walked into myself as the conscious within wrting the subconscious to and as an other personality – I had this sudden urge infused to go explore the seamy side of society / of myself. I enjoyed myself a lot as this new born identity, because I had been such a slave within the mind as the system this was an experience ‘beyond belief’ – there had to be much more it this reality as we experience it. Still questioning the background i came from – mind / christianity. Opinions were ‘not of the sky’ (dutch ‘niet van de lucht’) though which I did not completely realise that they were projections of fear / self dishonesty onto me / us and are selfabusive as such. Accumulating all as my self dishonesty. What was also in my program was “to let people talk / think what they want, for they don’t know better.” Huge consequence for me as all here on earth through accepting and allowing inequalities to evolve.

So – then I encountered this male human being five months before my departure. I was not gonna let myself astray within a relationship again – I said to myself, because I had not been in a ‘relationship’ for five years then which was just fine with me. What happened anuway was that I had it within my mind that he would be the perfect ticket for me to lead me into the black dimensions as a safe guard – still sure I had to take the Jesus’ way descending to the lepers, hookers and vagabonds. Cause the ‘good stuff’ was not was it seemed – but I was no way to say this. There – one evening he came to my student home accompanied by his mother and the moment they entered my room I was aware of this ‘clicking’ – on the left hand side of my skull I connected with him and at the right hand side my mind connected with her (the two occipital bones at each side for interdimensional access). “Fuck I am stuck” (“stront aan de knikker”) – within my mind I knew immediately. [Reading the Desteni material made me sure as to what happened really]

After that I can be short, because also in Australia I could of course not let go anumore of the program that was my preprogrammed self. ‘Course’ as path, track. ‘Down under’ was not the place to be for me, due to fears for men (father) and being unsure if other peoples thinking entailed value – therein subdueing /suppressing my true self value as equal and one as all.  Now I am sure (thanks to Desteni) that people’s thinking as thoughts, feelings and emotions do NOT entail value – the exact opposite in fact: it’s separation – the cause we are in this mess on earth. Stop separating from eachother as equality and oneness as who we really are!

I stop here for the moment…

Releasing self from memories as they are preprogrammed mind consciousness components / existences – to be able to stand up from the grave of memories collected within and as the physical mind …

…through breathing Self Honesty, Self Forgiveness and Self corrective statements.

All tied up to our preprogrammed existence

All tied up to your views, opinions, ideas – are you uptight? Not a singular idea, thought, opinion will set you free from yourself as the mind. Enslaved to serve the mind consciousness system.

Hanging with strings as thoughts from which generates things as feelings and emotions. A world wide web. How did this preprogrammed existence we are ‘living’ come about? Suggestion is to read The History of Mankind at http://www.desteni.co.za/articles or watch the video series.

Transcending thoughts /matrix / mind /ego is becoming at ease with yourself as equality and onenesss from within and without.

Self forgiveness is the key to self a tool to cure dis-ease with self —

Self honesty is the key to freedom —

Self correction —

Self direction —

Self Movement

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Saying Sorry to others as you

OK – today at the matrix job I was working again at the entrance gate at a wholesale trade mart having to scan people’s passes where about more then ten people of them – male and female – used the word “sorry” to excuse themselves from something. What was I speaking or doing then that they have to react with and as this word? What are they experiencing inside themselves to say sorry to me as themselves for? What do they sorry themselves for? For the system? Do I make them feel sorry? I don’t need their sorries / excuses, just standing up within and working together finding solutions and not creating more shit over systems cause systems are limited and needless to fuck oneself up about. Years ago I did this exact same sorry thing inside and outside myself for a while – but stopped saying it inside and out, breathed in, seeing this was coming from some kind of fear and faced the fears.


But here and now to take this on in the world as myself I have to correct this in the matrix as myself. The case is this scanning system takes sometimes about five to ten seconds to ‘bleeb’ and in this time I see people having difficulty standing still for it and almost falling over their own two feet (sometimes litterally walking over me lol = walking over themselves). Before they come towards the gate I breath in 4 counts, hold 4 counts, greet them and then scan the code. It is in the moment that they do not actually want to stop at the gate, breath and work with the system they therefor ‘fall’ within themselves and have to excuse themselves for it, because they know on the inside they are rushing (blood) into making money or else they are busy doing on the workfloor. Another case is where I state that they ought to have their passes with them for themselves as to not compound shit (anger and such) in themselves and creating cues as a result in front of the gates – their and everyones ‘benefit’ is they can enter 7 stores with this particular pass without having to create shit in themselves as in others. We have allowed and accepted it is (become) common though to not take responsibility for our own stuff,  therefor and in not doing so trying it to shove it off onto others as me, which I then correct as them – in a way this is lack, laziness and arrogance I can see and correct that in me as well – but again their “sorry” comes my way… How to stop keeping on rushing? To all slow down and becoming the Breath of and as Life Here – check Equal Money for All from Birth till Death.

Do I think I have to correct them? Yes.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to think I have to correct people when they are saying sorry to me instead of realising they have to forgive and correct themselves for what they are experiencing in and outside themselves.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to think I have to correct people in stead of living the correction as me as all.

Does it make any sense to do so? For me yes at the moMent. Do they hear me? Probably not.  Anyway I tried a little variation as in “I don’t need your sorry” – “Stop your sorry” – “Forgive yourself”. The solution for fear, anger, sadness, reactions coming up into your head as the mind is Self forgiveness and living self honesty here as all as one as equal. Here now I am as a tool to learn to see what is common sense to do in this world writing this blog about my experience and I will go see what I have to do or not to do.

To make a real change within and without self and this world – standing up in self, breathing in and taking self responsiblity for all points we see in our world reflected back to ourselves, because it is ALL what we have accepted and allowed to exist – it’s us not the gnomes or a god or the government – THOSE are the EXCUSES  for our sorry ASSES.

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Biblical Financial Principles – The Equal Money System



The Equal Money system will be a first step in the political agenda of the Equal Life Party worldwide once we start participating in democratic elections. Join the Desteni Forum for discussions. The Book – Equal Money System will Release September and onwards 2011 — More than 40 books will be released – Subscribe to the book newsletter to receive a notification when it’s available.

It is stated clearly and has been the fervent belief of all Christians that Jesus taught “Give to another what you would like to receive yourself” and “Love your neighbour as yourself”.
Thus that turned into Biblical Financial Principles = the Equal Money System and is Equality as a political solution for the world to bring about Heaven on Earth. I dare any Christian to prove that what we say is not so.
We say no Christian has ever lived by Biblical Financial Principles. You have all abused each other under Capitalism. And ALL forms of government has always been a form of dictatorship – which is Capitalism; where there is never been “love thy neighbour as thyself” and “give to another as you would like to receive”.

Therefor let’s see your love, if it’s real you will walk with Equality and you will stand -no matter what- by Equal Money.
This is the challenge for humanity: Can you in fact Walk your Talk…

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Hell o World!

We Are All Equally Responsible for this current ROTTEN state of the World. So it is to stand up in and as Equality!

  • Stand up from having thoughts / ideas / opinions = stop being living dead.
  • Stopping mind CON sciousness = stop being possessed by thoughts, feelings and emotions = CLEAR THE TEMPLE
  • Waking up = realising Self as Equal and One as All HERE Physically.
  • Self honesty = assist and support self as breath.
  • Know thyself – CHANGE thyself