2012 Change – Breath walking out of the Mind / Ego loop

Mind = thoughts, feelings and emotions

Within thoughts, feelings and emotions we are actually busy charging the unconscious mind and everything that exist in this world: poverty, rape, murder, the government system, military, etc..

Dairy – As I am walking the process of walking out of the mind into the physical – I am at the stage that I can bring my awareness of breath quite effectively back to self. Within the last year and a half where I started working in the matrix in a job with hundreds / thousands of people – this was quite a challenge I liked to make. Where I was still reacting (inside my mind or outside) to peoples comments / remarks – I found myself today to be able to stay in breath or to be able to bring myself back to myself in breath awareness.

All within the self realisation that what I may think / thoughts of people – I am because all is one and equal. I breathe. I will do what is best for all. The Solution of Life.

I do not allow myself to act within self interest.

The same here in the house with the male being I am  living with. Although I said to him when I was projecting my mindshit unto him that I am DOING that – I could not stop myself, because it was not silent in me. Yesterday after I completed DIP lesson 6 I got some pointers from Maite from Desteni which was just to the point I needed to ‘hear’ (here:). I was clouded /blurred by the assumption that I had to get going some sort of a communication with him as myself. So – the word ‘had to’ here reveals to me I had this overlaid myself and that he reflected back to me my own thoughts / emotions – within his physical / emotional body movements that I was not self effective breathing in anuway what so ever – yet I could not put my finger on my emotional reactions. Till yesterday! I had judged his /my fear and anger. Till here and no further –  I do not allow and accept myself to experience emotional turmoil within me and project myself unto another being as these thoughts and emotion are harmful to us as the whole of humanity. I am not my thoughts and emotions!

Therefore I see a remarkeble change within myself.

Clearing the mind through self forgiveness within self honesty and living self corrective statements to be able to learn to see the physical reality – the only reality that is real – no more clouded by / with the deceptive mind.

No mind is real.